Ayumi hamasaki no tengoku

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende
(What you offered straight to me)
Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa
(With a smile for the last time)
Tada amarini kirei sugite
(Was just so beautiful)
Koraekirezu namida afureta
(That I gave way to tears)

Ano hi kitto futari wa
(Surely, that day)
Ai ni fureta
(The two of us touched love)

Watashitachi wa sagashiatte
(We sought for each other)
Tokini jibun o miushinatte
(Lost ourselves at times )
Yagate mitsukeatta no nara
(And found each other at last )
Donna ketsumatsu ga matte ite mo
(So whatever result may be waiting for us)

Unmei to iu igai
(It's nothing but)
Hoka ni wa nai
(Destiny)

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

Kimi ga tabidatta ano sora ni
(In the sky you set out for )
Yasashiku watashi o terasu hoshi ga hikatte
(Stars are shining tenderly upon me )

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
(Stay by my side, my love)
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
(Crossing over time and changing your shape)
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
(You see? The future we haven't yet seen)
Nee konnanimo nokotteru kara
(Remains here like this)

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
(Stay by my side, my love)
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
(Crossing over time and changing your shape)
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
(The future we haven't yet seen )
Nokotteru kara
(Remains here)

Shinjite aisuru hito
(Trust me, my love)
Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru
(You live within me )
Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto
(So I'll never )
Sayonara nante iwanai
(Say good-bye to you )

Ano hi kitto futari wa
(Surely, that day)
Ai ni fureta
(The two of us touched love)

Song Lyrics. ~Easy to love you~

Hey love, when i look into your eyes,

I get butterflies, almost everytime.

Hey love, everytime we meet,

Boy i get so weak, i can't even speak.



Pre hook:

I wish i could be here all the time.

Cause baby you belong at my side.



Hook:

Hey..

What more can i say..

I'm always thinking of you,

You make it so easy to love you.

Baby baby babe..

It's never too hard to,

Revolve my world around you,

You make it so easy to love you.



Every night we spend,

I don't want it to end,

Let it start over again,

Say love, with you i feel at ease,

Things that seem important,

Just ain't that important,

At least that way to me.



Pre-hook



Boy you know i hate when you leave,

Oh won't you please just stay here with me.



Hook

In Yamapi's diary: 25 Oct 2006

Yamapi talked about walking in the park and listening to Ketsumeishi in the park

If i could think like a kid that would be so fun!

I wonder how kids actually think.

Being Judged by one's cover

It's really good ne.

To not be judged by one's looks.

I am totally ureshii na today.

Though have to go work later.

I think i am so ugly compared to Pi.

He is so kakko ii desho?

Feeling so weird nowadays.

Are there really spirits in this world?

If so, do spirits transmit through distances?

Really want Pi to feel the energy i get from him ne.

It's really sugoi.

Kanzen ni tsuyoku ni naru.

16 things to buy . . .

I must be able to cook!

Ingredients to buy today:

Tomato.

Cucumber.

Mushroom.

Yogurt (for myself ~*LoL*~)

Banana.

Strawberries.

Apples.

Grapes.

Orange.

Almond nuts.

Cherries.

Biscuits.

Milk.

Cereal.

STRAWBERRIES!!!! or have i written that alrdy.

In Yamapi's diary: 23 Oct 2006

YamaP mentioned something about being freaked out in his dream today.

He dreamt that his house became chocolate!

OMG.

What's that!

He is so cute lah!

Can't stand him!

In Yamapi's diary: 22 Oct 2006

Today i read that Yamapi likes oden ..

He really likes to talk about food!

So cute!

And also that he has read his fan letters.

Really motivates me to write more to him and also to take up cooking lessons!

If only i had the time.

Working irregular hours is really annoying sometimes.

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He has been getting really little sleep. About 5 hours.

That's little right.

Well judging from the fact that beauty sleep hrs = 8 hrs. ～笑

Even i don't get that amount of sleep.

Lately i'm finding it harder to wake up late.

Seriously!

Used to feel tired mentally in the past. Really tired.

However after reading Pi's entries.

The energy he gives to people is just amazing.

He is really truly a god-given to the entertainment industry.

I think some pple will agree with me on this! ～笑


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Suddenly,

He also talks about acting with animals and he misses his dogs,

He said "I miss you." ～笑

Haha so cute!

If only he could tell that to me in perfect Pi English.

So cute!

Really wanna hear him say to me

~*LoL*~

To the beach!

This is so cool!

Ayumi hamasaki is cool isn't she?

I think this PV is giving me a feeling of escapade!

I wanna escape into the future!

I wanna glimpse of my future!

I wonder what it is like!

To be living in my perfect world in the distant future.

Mayb with 2 kids.

Mayb with 2 dogs.

~*LoL*~

Mayb with Yamapi.

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KyaAaa..

My Sunday!

I spent it at my grandma's house.

Talking to my aunt about staying in Japan.

Cost of living etc.

Indeed prices there are a little higher than singapore.

Or mayb alot more? Not very sure.

Anyway, my aunt said something about spending SGD$3k in a month for food!

I didn't really believe it!

I mean like how can you eat so much!

Though its for 5 persons.

Hmm...

Mayb quite possible larh.

So i better bring xtra cash.

And she mentioned she wanna go to Kyoto!

~*LoL*~

I was thinking in my heart,

If only we were in Japan alrdy..

Then mayb i can have a possibility to see Pi!

~*LoL*~

Ah.

Time + Fate = Destiny

Right?

～笑

It is so difficult to have a sunday off.

But this week i got it.

～笑

It's kinda difficult to imagine ne?

Sometimes what type of life one will be leading in the future?

Sigh.

I really pray that one day these dreams will eventually come true since dreams are

meant to be realized one day.

I will persevere !

One day he will get it !

I will still dream of him.

Zutto.

I am so gonna get a DoCoMo!

Poor Jin.

He looked so forlorn when he was reporting the news of leaving to study abroad.

I hope he is ok now.

Knowing that he will return a better person!

For sure he would be able to speak fluent english and frighten everyone!

Including Pi..

~*LoL*~

Ganbatte ne Jin san!

You can do it!

\(^0^)/ ♥♥♥♥♥♥ \(^0^)/

Read this:

Kids

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I think you will love him too.

Eeto

Tested my new camera ～笑
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Yamapi bring me to hawaii~!

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Actually i am not really a fan of fanvids somehow.

I find that they are quite a manipulation of the original artists work.

But this one is really cool!

I mean the way it was done really made the whole experience of watching it good.

For a techie baka like me would never have the time to do this.

Though i would really love to.

I mean i have no idea how to even convert dvd formats to mpeg.

Taihen da.

Well.

This is it.

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Not bad at all huh ～笑

Aiyo i miss Yamapi so much.

It's like i can almost die if i don't read his online diary.

Somehow the translations are taking quite long.

It was a bad week at work.

I am so tired.

Why is it that i get tired so easily?

Why can't i be more like Pi!

So genki and almost motivating people ard him.

How i wish i could be more like Pi!

I really love Pi more and more every single day with every breath i take.

Although it's quite hazy nowadays.

~*LoL*~

Thank you God for Pi!

So that i can finally feel what being in love is really like.

~*LoL*~

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Oh how i wish i could have his hp number so that i can sms him or something.

Hiya how to become his official fan leh?

Like so impossible lah.

Taisetsu na kamisama, dooshite Yamapi ni sonna ni daisuki da yo.

Te ni oenai desho?

Tired!

I almost couldn't open my eyes in tcc.

Oh i met up with Gina today.

And we took pictures!

With my new camera!

KyAaa~

Ureshii.

She is so pretty.

Haha.

Ok. Next topic.

I am so tired.

Cause i have to work at 8am tomorrow.

And so lonely. Cause i always have to wait for my fellow really nice substers at LS to sub Pi's diary so that i can understand what he is saying.

Hiyo.. why must have language barrier.

I must understand Pi ne..

Taihen datta.

Wah if i can go Japan and be Pi's maid that would be like ...

He fell sick. And he said it was in the mind.

I feel like telling him No! It's not oK~~ ki o tsukette ne yamapi?

Dun overwork!

Sigh. Yamapi ga itsumo itsumo hataraite majime desu ne.

Wish i could take care of him. Nan to ka

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Yamapi! Mattete ne!

Is it my imagination?

If so i am super imaginative.

~*LoL*~

But i'm having so much fun in this dream!

And i don't wanna wake up!

~'~'~Dreams~'~'~

Life would be so boring without dreams ne?

It's good to be able to wish and hope and carry thoughts about people.

Like being able to carry a longing though you know it's not really possible.

And it feels good to know that there is this possibility of fate and chance.

Yet it is only one in a million opportunity.

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Perhaps that's what imagination can bring us to.

Great heights.

And great ambitions.

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Possibility that these are just lip service is very high.

Cause people just use their mouth to talk.

And not by their hearts.

When you feel like you have found the one.

That person is actually too perfect.

And too far off in thoughts.

It's like perhaps praying for snow in singapore.

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Which is somehow unlikely in a million years.

I won't give up.

I know i will find him one day.

\(~0~)/ The Window to my soul \(~0~)/

This is the theme song to the movie ~Nana~

But i haven't watched it yet.

It's such a nice song!

~Endless story~

I think the kind of song one listens to speaks volumes on the character.

Right?

I should think so.

Pi really seems to like raggae pop nowadays.

Gives me a feeling that he is really westernized in terms of his personilty.

Which is quite different from what i imagined at first.

Sigh. Hmm. What type of Pi do i prefer?

Which brings me to the thought that hey maybe in real life he is really different.

Since on screen he is often reserved and careful about what he says.

Which is how most celebs are anyway.

I really like Pi's new image now.

Especially in Popolo where he took a picture with a child

I set it as my bg image.

Don't you just love Pi more and more every single day !?

Feels good today!

Felt abit weird today.

Maybe he likes me. So i'm not very sure.

But he was very angry for whatever reason i don't really know.

But if someone reacts to what you do usually means that the person likes you right?

I really don't know.

But he is kinda cute.

Or perhaps i thought too much again.

As usual.

But it was really weird when we talked.

Even if it was about work.

Office romance just doesn't work for me.

Imagine the awkwardness! \(^0^)/

But my heart and mind is with Pi in Kyoto right now.

Today Pi mentioned in his diary that he wants to go Hawaii.

I wonder why.

How come pple always wanna go to places that are far from where they are.

It's the same metaphorically.

I was thinking about Pi this morning and how it would be like if i were married to Pi.

~*~LoL~*~

I wouldn't mind being his maid for god's sake.

~*~LoL~*~

That thought was really funny.

Haha. The weird things that i think about.

So funny!

I really wanna be Mrs Yamashita!

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~*~DOO SHIYOO~*~

Letter No. 2

I have just sent out my letter to Pi this week.

I have drafted a total of 7 letters b4 sending it out.

Am i thinking too much?

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I'm really really scared he might find it weird that i am so upfront.

Then i heard another rumour about Pi.

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This is really really bad for the heart.

I feel that sometimes i think too much about things.

And i worry too much.

But it's like after i have read Pi's diary and column.

Suddenly everything else seems so beautiful.

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Like the sun is so red and round this morning and immediately i thought about Pi.

And yesterday i saw this old couple crossing the road and the uncle was pushing his

wife in a wheelchair and i loved that sight coz Pi also mentioned something about

that kinda scene which touched him alot.

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It's like an infatuation!

I seriously need to calm down i am getting too glued to Pi alrdy.

Kame where are you!

Tasukette kure!

~Spirits~

I have been reading Yamapi's Seventeen's magazine heart footprints translations from lovesong forum and i find that seeing the world through his eyes makes the world look and feel so much more beautiful.

Like how does he do it?

I mean come on. He is nice to his fans, he learns different languages just to communicate with his fans, and he works so hard on dramas and updates his diary everyday just so that we can know how his days are.

Like oh man Yamapi i really love u u know~

Like can you stop being so nice to everyone? Please stop making everyone fall in love with you? I almost wanted to write that in my letter to him this week can.

So another Pi update...

I read his Jweb translations dated 8th october.. and he said he received a fan mail!
KyaAaaaa~~~

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I sent my letter out on the 28th and it takes about 5 - 7 working days to reach Japan.

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I wonder if he's talking about me?

Cause he said he received ANOTHER fan mail.

Oh God tell me he has read my letter.

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Would he reply to me? Cause i left a return address.

ZOMG.

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So he actually said that he felt popular today.

Haha!

Feel like telling him YOU ARE POPULAR EVERYDAY PI~

~*LoL*~

I am so gonna drop deap and die right now.

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It's raining outside now. Wonder what Pi is doing.

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Don't know if i shd reply today.

Or shd i wait another day or 2?

Mayb he doesn't wanna be disturbed.

Hmm..

DOO SHIYOO!!!!

Tokyo Drift. Keiko no tame ni. Demo kore de mirarenai, chanto.

Provided By MetroLyrics

I really couldn't make out what they were singing until i found this la..

ZOMG.

What were they thinking?

Coming up with something like that.

But it's so popular.

~♥~Yamapi trivia~♥~

He loves Hawaii and would wanna live there someday.

Can u imagine? I loved Hawaii too?!? We have similar likes!!

OMG.. I mean b4 i started liking Japan that is larh..

Oh Yamapi if only u knew how alike we really are..

~♥~Yamapi Quote of the Day~♥~

Ichigo Ichie

Please please please watch kurosagi till the end?

~I hope this would change your mind about watching Kurosagi \(^0^)/ ~
It's not all that boring really!
Well that depends on your reasons for watching the show really.
Haha..
So basically watch it for Pi\(^0^)/



Woah! Kusano did that?
And nobody actually went up to grab talk to him?
That is weird no?

~O.o~ Shopping Spreee ~o.O~

I bought alot of Pi stuff at this online shop called Simply Tofu which i have added as a link below. \(^0^)/

The things they sell are so pretty!!

My heart was fluttering when i was browsing thru their catalogue ne! hehe.

This shop is opened by Pi's best friend ~ Yu-kun ~

The necklace that Jin was wearing in Gokusen II resembles something Pi was also wearing ...





But i didnt buy it cause dun think it really suits me but i bought other things..

Which includes a Kame hp strap. Cho kawaii.\(^0^)/



And this. Kirei Kirei~



And also..



I also bought Pi's ear-ring..



Proof that he has worn the exact same design before....





I AM SO HAPPY~~ \(=.=)/

[Dorama]=.=Gokusen II~

I love this show! Maji omoshiroi to omotteimasu ne

And there are like soOo many JE members in the show.. \(^0^)/

Gives a different feeling than when watching Pi shows.

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Think it's much faster to post it here than to post it in my "Now watching" section since i am now watching too many shows!

But i really like dramas with school settings.

Seisshun da naa~ to omotta \(^0^)/

Maa.. Kakemiru koto ba dou.. Mo ii.

Shall i try..

To write to Yamapi..

Shall i?

~*LoL*~

Mayb i will write in English and Japanese!

Haha.

To test his English and improve on my Jap.

Gotta work on these:

* Is wearing regular clothing
* Brushes her teeth before she sleeps and after she wakes up
* Can speak Japanese
* Likes the ocean
* Likes to do fireworks at the beach
* Can broil squid good
* Likes the summer
* Like japanese festivals
* Can share food from a Japanese festival fairly
* Nature-Loving
* Likes sunny days
* Likes to take walks
* Can cook
* Can make rice
* Can broil fish
* Will go on dates with me
* Loves me
* Will come to my concerts
* Will buy my fan
* Takes good care of her friends
* Can treat pets nicely
* Likes children
* Can take good care of her parents
* Will go shopping with me
* Will help me choose what to buy
* Thinks about the price before she buys something
* Will like my friends
* Will take a drive with me
* Will go with me to the deli at midnight
* Will sleep with me




And no particular reason for posting this..

Just think it is sugoku kawaii~

★I think i am in love oh no★

It's funny but somehow i think i like girlie guys and guysih girls.

Do you know what i mean?

I mean its so funny larh.

Like i try so hard to be knowledgable and yet i dont know much.

But she.. she scolded me for not asking.

Like. She cares about me man.

Like. Man. She notices me man.

Like. Oh man.

I am seriously unbalanced.

Like i feel something for her.

In a weird kinda way.

It's hard to explain.

Kore wa koi ja nai?

ITSUMO~ ITSUMO~ SHIGOTO CHUU!!

Taihen dattara itsu made mo hataraiteiru koto ga aru yo!

Sonna koto dekinai yo. Demo nihon no tabi no tame ni wa dekinakya.

Soo suru koto ga naru.

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Today i went to my favourite shop again.

And i did my last min shopping for the JE draw.

I must get the MOW poster!

The things i do for ♡Yamapi♡

But i ended up buying lotsa stuff again.

Haha.

Always spend so much so JE.

But is it worth it?

When i see them work so hard in their dramas and all to make us fans happy.

I feel like its all worth it.

Esp YamaPi.

He is always working so hard to keep his fans entertained.

He is indeed very hardworking.

I must be like Yamapi!!

Zettai ni YamaP no yoo ni isshou kenmei ni ganbarou.