\(^0^)/ I promise you will laugh so much.....

Completely weird.

･.｡.It's at every train station.｡.･

I see it at every train station!

Sugoi.

Part 1 Death Note: Out 19 Oct~ In Japan since June 16th~


The cool mysterious version.. of Part 1.


Part 2 Death Note - The Last Name: Out in Japan Nov 3rd~


Kowairashii da kedo.. Kanarazu iku zo.

Theme song: 真夏の夜のユメ ~Manatsu no Yoru no Yume~


Saa~ Tanoshimi ni suru wa~

♫ ~Kowai kowai hontoo ni kowai .. but are you afraid to die? ~♫

Why is this happening?

Is there something seriously wrong with me?

What's wrong with my body?

But actually i don't really care if i die right now.

I'm just afraid of pain.

Like physical humanly pain.

So what's so scary about death?

Death is just like sleeping just that you will never ever wake up.

That's all there is to death.

Perhaps the only thing that holds us back is relationships.

Humanly relationships.

Sometimes we just have to harden our hearts and tell ourselves we have to go one day.

To be with God.

And even if that time comes sooner, so be it.

God has planned our lives in such a way that we shd live each day like it was our last on earth.

Life on Earth indeed isn't eternal and it isn't our last destination~

So where should it be? Our final stop.

Up in heaven. With God. Of course.

That's where we should all be.. safe in his warm embrace~

~*NewS*~

NewS... When are you coming back!

I wan NewS!

The PV which i put up is from an older singles album by NewS.

It's been so long since they've been gone ne.

Really wanna see them back!

2007 is really a year worth looking forward to.

Hana yori dango part II is coming out[~0~] and i am going to Japan!

Nanka itsumo Yamapi ni tsuite kangaeru koto ga aru ka na..

Sorede sono toki ni doki doki suru desho..

Hen da yo ano kanji ga.

I am going to buy all the old albums of NewS! Maji ni kaimasu[=.=]

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Ima. News de. Kibou ~Yell~.



Hontoo hontoo ni okashiin da yo kono bideo~
Must watch!



NewS ga rabu desho~
Yamapi when they just kicked off their career as NewS.



NewS when Hiroki Uchi kun was still around. Sabishiku nai Uchi kun.



I love NewS but I love Shuuji to Akira too! I love them both!
Tonikaku Yamapi ga iru no toko atashi mo yoru desho *っ笑*

DEATH NOTE ~デスノート~

Wah first time ne! Joniisu menbaa no eega. Zettai ni ikana kereba naranai~

It is coming on screens in Singapore on 19 October.

Be sure to catch it ! Or regret if you don't !

Hehe.. So happy.. Finally they are moving upscale. Joniisu no menbaa ga. I mean in Singapore that is. Like no one actually knows much about them. Sabishii to ka~

Brief Synopsis:

This movie is actually about a very intelligent high school student, -Kira- who leads an uneventful life until he found a notebook with the title "Death Note" on it. This notebook is actually the Death God's tool to rid people from earth. And Kira uses it to cleanse the world of evil...

Cool right..?!? Must watch must watch.

ANywayz.

This sat finally meeting up with Jeremy and gang~ Hopefully everyone turns up.

Ja, mata tsugi

~~Ima no kanji wa hen da te~~

No matter how horrible my day is. No matter how tired i feel. No matter how irritable i am. When i listen to NewS touch album. Almost instantly~ I feel lifted~ Really ne! Sugoi.

Today Sister Jerb and Sister Suting came over to visit me. I wonder why!

I think they feel that my heart is growing cold from God.

But seriously, i think it was really a trouble for them to come over to visit me.

I mean. I really feel thankful that they wanna come over and remind me of God's love but somehow it helped and it didn't.

I felt quite awkward actually because there was really nothing wrong with me. Just that i feel that my love for e99 is growing cold. My love for church is growing cold.

But somehow, my mind is drifting in many many directions.

There are things i wanna do and things i have to do. It is so contradictory. Many pple who don't go church don't know why christians are like that. Being so hyped up about God and stuff. And they find it awkward and they find it unnatural.

But God really loves us! No matter what we do. He doesn't forsake our soul. He will definitely show us a path and light the way in which we should take stride in.

Sister Jerblinn said this to me:

"No matter what happens God surely lifts us up by either lifting our spirits, making us look at the bright side, put our mindset in a positive mode when looking at something negative so as to feel better and not blame ourselves and get into pity-party mode."

Such is the power of God working in our hearts.

Sometimes we feel like it is our mind working but it's actually God doing a work in us.

Sometimes we feel like it is our emotions but it's actually the devil playing tricks in our head.

Da kara.

We must have the power to decide and discern which are the messages from God and which are not. Taihen da ne.

Demo. Akiramenai kedo.

~0~ Kimi wa donna hito desu ka ~0~

Lately i have been getting irritated really easily.. I feel so tired of pple expecting so many things from me. Even my boss doesn't do that~! I am shocked at how lenient my boss is. Mayb its time to think about some issues in my life. Why is it that i always face the same kinda problems everytime i get too comfortable with people. Why is it that people ard me always step on my toes when i get too close and personal with them. Is it human nature? Does familiarity really breed contempt always. Or do i have to keep myself away and safeguard myself emotionally with a wall all the time? I find it tedious that i have to be wary of pple all the time. Perhaps there isn't a good side to human nature.

In philo, human are either good, bad or neutral. I am beginning to feel that people are all bad bcoz thousands and eons ago, Adam sinned. Hence, we are kinda cursed with worldly contentions. Haha. How appropriate right.. Just in case you can't understand jap, albeit how noob it may be, i was actually saying. Liking Pi and Kame gives me freedom, to know that he wouldn't hurt me and admiring them from afar gives me a sense of warmth and happiness that any Luke, Matthew and John could not in real life. Anyway, why shd i settle for anything less? I wan Pi!!! Yamapi!!! Yamapi!! Lmao. Think i am getting insane. Insanely fanatical. I wan Pi!!

~怖いなのにとんでもない~

I saw something really freaky today! I almost fell off the toilet chair. What should i do.... Can't explain the fear but somehow, God is telling me to wait. Wait and see. Don't be afraid yet. It may be nothing at all. So be cool about it. Ok watch vcd.. Lalala.. Don't think about it don't think about it. It's nothing..

~☆~JUN MATSUMOTO~☆~

Kakkoo ii ne kono uta wa..
Jun wa jibun de kaita no uta desu ne kore.
Joniisu no menbaa wa zuibun sainoo ga arun desho!
Yamapi to ka, Jun to ka, odoru koto mo joozu da na.
Omae-tachi wa dai suki~☆!
Jitsu wa atashi no koto, kizutsukeranai. Da kara..
Isshoo kenmei ni Kame ya Yamapi ya suki dattara..
Nan demo nai!笑～
Demo, tonari no hitobito wa tabun ijiwaru na no ni
Watashi wa chikayoranai kamoshirenai.
Nante iu n no sa...
Wakaru?

Kono posuto wa imi ga wakaranai n demo ii

Yoshi. Hajimaru.

Sate kono posuto wa jibun de nihongo no benkyoo surun ni totte. Iro iro koto ga okotte, ima kimochi ga chotto warui n desu kedo. Nande hitobito wa sonna ni fukuzatsu to omottara, jirettai desho. Yasashii no toki wa kitto nani ka sakerarenai koto mo okotta. Shinjirarenai desu kedo ningen no kokoro de naze ka dame da yo. Zutto yasashikunai ? Kore mo ii ? Dame te yo. Kono yoo ni. Jirettai da na.. Ningen no kokoro de, nanto muzukashii to omou. Tabun tsumaranai desho atashi. Tadaima akirameru daroo. Sono toki wa, jibun de chanto kangaeteimasu. Yahari, moo kamawanai no sa. Tonikaku tondemonai. Da kara .. ii yo. Atsui no hoo ni ganbaroo. Minna maji de ganbatte kudasai.



Mata ne. I miss O school....

~*~*放課後ブル-ス*~*~

The lyrics for this song is too difficult to type out so i gave up after the first verse. Angel is so much easier haha.. lolz. Guess i am still rather noob at jap. So constantly making grammer errors in my sentences. Super difficult to form long sentences. Can never get it really right. Time to dig out my Yookoso textbook. Hope it will be of some help.

Anyway, am still downloading Sapuri ep 10. My fren says it isn't the last episode and he says it isn't as gr8t as ep 9. Demo kore mo ii kedo. I just wanna watch Kame's handsome face. Haha. Tashika ni baka. *LoL*

And today was quite a horrendous day in office. Kept apologizing for things i didn't do. Like almost every mistake that happened with relation to bank error i took the wrath of the customer. And i miss Nishikido so much! When are they coming back. I miss NewS. Although KAT-TUN is not too bad and Yamapi is still working hard, i still wan my NewS! Will continue to work hard on my Jap. I pray for the day when i can watch Jap variety shows without pausing to read the subs. I really pray! God eh hem. Knock knock. +LoL+

And hor while watching ep 2 of "Kimi wa petto" acted by Jun Matsumoto, i later realized they took away the rest of the eps from utube so i cannot watch on! How exasperating. Watched halfway can. So now i can only wait for Sapuri to finish dling. So long. Msn really got problem man. And now i got all the GYM album, Signal, Real face, and Potato magazine!! Ureshii na.. And i stand like almost 20 chances to win the big big Yamapi poster in Mise-sxclusive! Maa.. Yokatta na.. Moshi aru no sa...

Taihen desu ga motto benkyoo o shinakereba naranai. Ganbarimasu. Isshoo kenmei ni benkyoo shiyoo~~ Kore kara sensei to nihongo de hanashiteimasu. Kono yoo ni zettai yoku narimasu to omotte. Jishin ga ippai desho~!! Maji de! Watashi no koto. =)) Ja, mata tsugi~~*~~!

~OH NO~ *MONDAY BURUUZ*

I am having serious monday blues .. oh no. Can feel the energy drainin away mayb coz last night really too tired. Didn't know having to juggle so many things would be so tiring. Where do some pple get all their energy from?!? Somemore got service stormer today. Waraoz.. Really very sian leh.. Can't stand having to work at 8am on mondays. Cannot take it~!! Seriously. Without God in my life i think i would have died long ago. Without my large dvd collection i would have died long ago. Without Yamapi i would have died weeks ago. Without Kamenashi kazuya i would have died moments ago. Today last epsiode of Sapuri~~!!! *SOBZ* Wish i was living in Japan now den dun haf to wait so long just to dl and watch one episode of Kame. He has another show airing in october. "Tatta hitotsu no koi". Honto ni mitai na~~~kore.. saa, kimochi ga warui n da na~~ nande watashi.. ima honto ni tsumaranai. Uchi e kaeritai .. Sugu ni kaeritai da na~!!

SAPURI OPENING THEME BY KATTUN (CAN HEAR KAME'S VOICE NE~!)

Tanoshii n de~! I love this song~! Can't wait till Ran uploads ep 9 of Sapuri~! Hopefully tmr i can steal some time to watch in office if its up alrdy.

Shibaraku da na~~~~



And Kizuna ~!! Oh how i love Kame .... He is so talented...

!~KAMENASHI KAZUYA~! I LOVE YOU~!

Dooshiyoo~~ I am so totally knocked out by Kame in this PV. And i hesitated so much to buy the dvd when i saw it at mj. Now duno still have anot! How! Nande~ Hesitate so much for wat! Just buy lah! Later dun haf liao cry also no use rite~!! RIGHT???? Why am i so indecisive!





And Kim went back Indo for a week. Asked her to help me buy Kurosagi but i saw it at Poh Kim so i got it anyway. LoLz. So if she manage to get it for me den i'll just have to give the other one away. Who wanna watch can let me know! Join in the J-addict bandwagon! Teehee~~