Here I am(Majesty)

Here i am.
Humbled by your majesty.
Covered by your grace so free.

Here i am.
Knowing i'm a sinful man.
Covered by the blood of the lamb.

Now i've found,
The greatest love of all is mine.
Since you laid down your life,
The greatest sacrifice.

Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as i am,
Empty handed but alive in your hands.

Here i am.
Humbled by the love that you give,
Forgiven so that i can forgive.

So here i stand,
Knowing that im your desire,
Sanctified by glory and fire.

Now i've found,
The greatest love of all is mine.
Since you laid down your life,
The greatest sacrifice.

Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as i am,
Empty handed but alive in your hands.

Singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever i am changed by your love,
In the presence of your majesty.
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We had zone games today. First time i was playing. At first i was pretty apprehensive coz abit sian to play and cheer and stuff. BUT! However. I really enjoyed myself cause it was really very very fun!! It really makes a difference when you are playing for the glory of God and fellowshiping with fellow brothers and sisters. We fellowshipped really well. And i truly wanna praise God for that! It was a fulfilling day truly! Can't wait for next 2 weeks where we play versus the cgls haha. Though i had a headache at the end of the day, i still gathered strength to type this out. See! The strength that God can provide is so everlasting! Life with God truly is exciting. And today was the last day of service with Paster Ulf. It really made me fall in love with Jesus once again. I really pray that i will never be bored with Jesus and attending services. I thank God for today as it brought me closer to church and to Jesus once again. I want this feeling to remain forever.. Pls dont let this feeling go away..

Life and Death.

Only when a person no longer exists on earth will his presence and worth be of significance to others. Prof S Rajaratnam did so much for Singapore as well as for ASEAN as an entity. And his significance can definitely be felt as numerous talks and speeches start to be revealed on screen. It made me feel how fleeting life can be. It seems like only yesterday when he looked so young and healthy. 10 years may not be a very long time after all. Well. I have already lived for 22 years on planet earth and that is like a quarter of my life span. Already gone! Fwah. And i can't even dictate what i have really achieved other than getting a paper scroll which lands me in a job. It is only now that i witness life and the fleeting death that comes with life. It is only now that i realize how fast life really is on earth. Death comes like a lightning bolt. Swift and undetecting. No one really knows when it will come to you. It just comes! And that is the scary bit. However, if i can and only if i can think positively, death is only the beginning of eternal life. With God. So it really isn't that scary if you think about it. It is where true existance lies. Life is only an intermittent stage before we see our saviour and that kinda gives me a peace of mind. I have been thinking about lotsa stuff through my conscious years and til today only God gives me the peace of mind that i yearn for. Why can't everyone see his glory and why does everyone feel so strongly towards his omnipotence. It only serves to reinstate his kingdom. Which is truly present in a heavenly place away from the physical world which everyone can relate to regardless of their inclinations. If we can agree on one thing and that there is a God, then why do we even have to disagree at all? It is such an irony ya.

Fantasy.

Have you ever stopped to think once just that once why people around you behave the way that they behave towards you? Or have you ever stopped to ponder what life would be like if you existed on another part of the earth. Or if you weren't even Singaporean. What would life be like for you? Being away from school for 6 months has given me more than ample time to think and fantasize about my life on the other side. Away from my existence and into the greener pasture on the other side. Sometimes i wished i could be closer to Jay. He has the cutest eyes and the sweetest charisma. If there was anything that i learnt in the past months when i was in hospital, it would be the immense passion that i have for relationships. It is only until now that i realize how much i treasure my past relationships and friends. And one thing that one of my friends ever told me was that i was a person of nostalgia. And i can never forget past memories. They linger in my memory and i yearn to retrieve them from my archived memories once in awhile. Though i have moved on, sometimes i still secretly wish i could travel back in time and savour some memories that i would love to relive. Life is so short and i only wished i could experience more of things in life. God has created us man with a heart filled with moments that we can never forget. And i think that is the most beautiful thing in life because i have captured all things and moments precious to me in my heart. Haha. Yup. And so my greatest fantasy revealed, to travel back in time...

I'm back!!

Haha. After a long while.. i think i still prefer blogspot to friendster blog. I dont know why but most of my friends read my blogspot blog more often so i am like starting another blog in blogspot hoping i can add some music once again.. Shall get it up once i figure out. Recently been very busy trying to master the products and systems which stan chart uses. I have to remember so many things within 10 days!! How is that possible!! I have to try to find whatever humanly ways to read and remember the facts from the two thick files that we lung with us wherever we go. It is really not alot of fun man. But tmr we're taking photos for people!! Hahaha. So gonna be rather fun i guess. Then its vdae/friendship day cell group celebration at sister jerb's place. Fridays are the best days of the week!! Cept for Sundays of course!!