Today's surmon was not too bad. These few days pastor talked about koi desu ne. Yup. And it would definitely benefit the brothers alot. Being a man and all haha and our church so many boy boy one.. Sometimes i wonder if i came to church because i wanted to escape. If not for that i think i would nvr take the first step to know God. Did God deliberately plan to test my faith by taking loved ones away from me? If he has indeed planned for that to happen then why is he constantly testing me day after day knowing that i have alrdy accepted his salvation and regarded him as my one and only saviour? What does Got want in my life realli? Suppose i have alrdy learnt to grow stronger emotionally and keep myself emotionally detached, why so is God still trying to test it daily!! Sometimes i feel like i cannot take it. The emotional burdens keep coming back to haunt me and i feel like i just wanna run away. Have always been trying to meet other people's expectations of myself unknowingly. Including close friends and relatives. This is really causing me unecessary fear. Is it fear from God? Or otherwise. And im not really sure what i wanna do with this little time that God has given to me. Sometimes i wonder if dreams really do come true. If you are there, redirect my path, teach me to love u more and do things that will truly glorify your name! All i wanna do is to seek your face and trust in you coz only you can understand true love and true happiness.
I watched this and i almost died in the 2:30 min mark because Ryo's voice completely melted my heart.
Lyrics Translations...
Today people are destined to meet
In that far, far western city
If you're going to fall in love, then start at Midosuji
An elegant story
We were lost that day
We were stubborn and hurt each other
I watched you run off and disappear at Umeda Station
You said this town's speech is vulgar
But I won't change
I'll say, "I love ya"
I'll search for you and hold you
Faster, faster, running after you
People come to Shinsaibashi for love
An elegant story
You loved the gardens of Naniwa
From where we frolicked together in the ferris wheel
We could see Kobe; I believed those days would continue forever
My heart longs for the remnants
Though I think it might be too late
"I still love ya"
Where shall I chase you to?
North, to Minami Ebisubashi
I want to start our love over again from Midosuji
An elegant story
You looked back at the intersection
Gazing at me
I can't forget your tender voice
Time has stopped
Today people are destined to meet
In that far, far western city
If you're going to fall in love, then start at Midosuji
An elegant story
I'll search for you and hold you
Soon, soon, running after you
People come to Shinsaibashi for love
An elegant story
And suddenly my dream bubbles started to pop.