I've always been thinking alot and i am known to others as a thinker. I tend to think alot and as a matter of fact too much. Everytime i step into a different phase in life i change myself. Sometimes i think of myself as a chameleon. Blending nicely into the background but never standing out. Does that mean i can never be a leader? And i can never lead a group of people? I shudder at my incompetence. Been watching lotsa jap dramas lately and especially those of JE (Johnny's Entertainment). Just in case you were wondering its a japanese media company which raises pretty boys to fame. If you have watched those videos i've posted, that's a glimpse of how sugoi they are! Love them to bits! Well read a translation of Yamapi's Jweb (which is his online web diary) and i found out that actually Japanese want to emulate Americans! Apparently Yamapi adores Elvis Presley and he listens to Red Hot Chilli Peppers on the shinkansen! Lmao. And here we are admiring them like there's no tomorrow. Watching all their dramas and crying bitterly over how touching their lives can get. Seems like we can never be contented with what we have and will always seek for something beyond that horizon. Which is why having a passion for life is so darn important. When you live life with a sheer passion for living, then why do you need to ask for things you can never have when your passion is life itself and not the matters of life per se. That's what God ever wanted from us isn't it. A clean heart and a passion for life. To love ourselves so much that God himself will be pleased with how much we treasure his only gift. Don't know why but watching jap dramas sparked my thoughts so much so that it gave me the confidence to pursue my dream again. I will succeed! One day!