I realized that when you truly love somebody, it really seems unworldly. It feels out of this world and the sacrifices that you make for that person seem like something you can't even imagine. I know all this seems impossible and crazy even. Possibly fanatical but all these seem more meaningful when you realize that the other party is living happily the way he or she is. So what if you can be with the person you love everyday. Share the same roof, the same habits, the same dining table.. Eventually predictability and monotony are going to creep into our lives and take everything that was so special away.. leaving us with nothing but contempt. If only one could forever feel so special. And if only that special someone could forever be so special. Then life would seem so much more meaningful without having to deal with contention. I guess as long as we can do things that we want without having to deal with guilt and insincerity, we will live a life worthwhile and die without regrets. I really hope i will be able to handle situations in life like it was all part and parcel and that everything we possess now is truly not ours. What is money without satisfaction. And what is love without hate. As we learn to let go we will all begin to realize God has planned something greater for us. So every situation that obstructs our progress will soon become passe. I have learnt to deal with difficulties the hard way, how many of us haven't? Well. Always look at difficult situations with a happy heart. Or basically just be optimistic and things will turn for the better! You may not know this and you may never ever know this but you have taught me to be a cheerful person altogether. I love you so much!! You are my number 2 next to God!!